There is a slight possibility I might blog again. Actually, if you’re reading this then there is an actuality, because you being able to read this would lead, through deductive reasoning, to the conclusion that I am blogging again hence your ability to read it. I only just typed that last sentence so I could say “deductive reasoning.” It’s my word of the day. It’s somthing i’ve taken to, my word of the day, as some sort of substitute for the structure that physically attending school used to provide. Now that i’m at the mercy of my own desire, it’s nice, or necessary rather, to have somthing concrete on which to build my days. Writing has of late, become almost my entire existence. Well, writing with the exception of my bass, feeling empty on sunday mornings, and coffee with mom on mondays. but like I was saying, with all this freedom of mind combined with being confined to the house it’s all a matter of time before everyone forgets that I exist. So, in an attempt to jog everyones memory (and convince myself that my opinions matter) i’m going to rejoin tumblr. On the outside i’m going to tell you that I hope you don’t read this in all it’s pointlessness , but really i’m hoping you interpret that as “Hey, let’s read what abby writes, because what she has to say matters.”
( oh and if I were you, I wouldn’t assume that anything i’m saying is the truth or anything close to it. This tumblr isn’t ” the real me”, or anything in the relative vicinity of me. One of the many flaws in my personality is that when I write to an audience, I write for their approval. So don’t get the idea that, in any way, this is my form of release even though in a sense, it is. I have my own methods of meditation that certainly do not involve typing. This is for fun. and the hilarious pleasure I get at the idea that someone might actually take it seriously.)